Imagine yourself standing at the edge of your bearable threshold. Imagine yourself piercing that point of knowing that “you can’t take anymore”.
Do you summon an unexpected source of primal power from within?? One that is unformed and yielding to your every command and directive!? Or…..do you surrender to the crushing magnitude of the outer world and all that appears??
I can feel the push push pushing at the Dragon’s Gate right now….as my physical form gives voice to an unearthly pain that is ancient and stubbornly transfixed in my right shoulder.
I have been kindly asking why my shoulder is suddenly swollen, inflamed, and pain-filled so that I can compassionately heal the belief (current or ancient) that created it. But really….I’m at the point now where I can’t seem to find comfort of any kind.
Every brief moment is elongated to some torturous point of ever-tightening physical pain. And yet…….I sense the Dragon’s Breathe looming over me. It powerfully echoes into my being “will you surrender to the discord that appears“??
Afterall……all that appears is a perception of my own making.
So…..if I release from searching for the cause of this discord…isn’t it enough to know that I AM the Light of perfect Balance, Health, and Wellness in ALL moments!!!!!
With all the healing prayers I’ve placed in motion today….I welcomed support and Love from outside of myself. Perhaps this entire experience has presented itself so that I could know “I Am”….and can be no less!!
When I focus on the Dragon’s Breath I sense a building of power….that can be directed towards Truth or Illusion. I feel it as simply primal…..untouched and unformed. That power lives within me each day!!
Will I use that force of creative power to feed a world of my own making….or to feed one that appears to hold validity and truth.
“Pain” can not be regarded as good or bad from a perspective of Love. But it can be accepted as a reminder that I’m feeling less than safe, loved, supported, empowered, and aligned.
So in clarity and Truth….I remind mySelf that I AM THE LIGHT OF GOD and can be no less.
© Alania Starhawk 2016